Genevieve
Michaella
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Genevieve Michaella Yap {♥}
Kpop FREAK ! LOL XD Shin Dongho's MINE :P Ukiss + SHINee + Mblaq + SNSD + Teen Top = {♥} Many others too . Basketballer #14 Dancing and Singing occupies my time . Forensic and Debating is my Passion :D |
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Monday, January 30, 2012 @ 3:05 AM
Am i Stress-ed?
Okayye. This is not meant to be an update but yeahh. Since nobody's gonna read this >_< Just to get some things off my mind and move on really. Im just rather easily annoyed and irritated these few days. O'Levels ? Maybe.. Life is kinda suckish right now like literally. And all these freaking frustrations are because of school. Everything's fine at home. In fact, I ♥ MY FAMILY. Problems? Hmm.. FRIENDSHIP, CCA and just things that really annoy me to the core.FRIENDSHIP. Everything's supposed to be okay but, seriously, things can never be like before. We lost that. In fact, you caused it. You dont talk, simple! i wont either. I tried times and times again to give in because i know that you are in fact like that. But i really cant take it anymore. Its driving me nuts. Im not made to be a punching bag for you. FYI. So, i really dont mind saving this friendship. Now its whether or not you're gonna make the effort to make it right again. CCA/BASKETBALL I really did hope that i could play. Then why would i train for 3 fucking years. I tolerated all your shit and temper. I know you want us to do well but hey! You're not fit to do what are doing now. You dont even have the respect for your fellow teammates! Yeahh, i know. Im not good at Basketball but at least i did try to make the effort to come for trainings and stuff. If not, I would have long quit basketball for sure. I even sprained and tore my ligament for this sport. All for nothing in the end. I really dont get why you have to show us your temper. Yes, you are very important but we too are in the same team aren't we? Im slow and shit but i still can play cant I? I never expected to be anything really. I just want to feel part of the team. Guess thats never gonna happen anyway. Horizontally-Challenged? OKAY. I KNOW I AM BIG AND YES, FAT. i get it. But that coming from you many times, i swear i would just breakdown and cry. Coming from you , YOU. You will never know how i really feel anyway. Fk, im crying. Kay, but just if you wanna talk, think of other things to talk about then. Why just hurt me every time. JUST SO YOU KNOW, I KNOW. BUT WHATEVER. I'll find that one person. Blehh. im fking crying like right now.. Really nobody gets the real me. NOBODY KNOWS THE REAL ME. you Ilikeyou yesyou, zyx. back to top? |