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Shin Dongho's MINE :P
Ukiss + SHINee + Mblaq + SNSD + Teen Top = {♥}
Many others too .
Basketballer #14
Dancing and Singing occupies my time .
Forensic and Debating is my Passion :D



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why is this happening. it shouldn't be happening at all. i just want to scream and shout so badly. Nobody does that.Its just all wrong. even if i've misunderstood, still, there is no reason to do so. All these is unnecessary. I dont want both of them to feel that way, i dont want anymore conflicts to happen.It hurts me so bad to see them growing further apart. Yes, i may be a reason why, but it just cuts me so deeply when u are so close to him. Yes, im very jealous. and why not? I swear after you met him, everything changed. you made time to even go out with him instead of us. im scared, afraid.
God, help me.
i seriously have no idea what to do
i dont even know whether i should tell her.
im scared.
scared
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Okayye. This is not meant to be an update but yeahh. Since nobody's gonna read this >_< Just to get some things off my mind and move on really. Im just rather easily annoyed and irritated these few days. O'Levels ? Maybe.. Life is kinda suckish right now like literally. And all these freaking frustrations are because of school. Everything's fine at home. In fact, I ♥ MY FAMILY. Problems? Hmm.. FRIENDSHIP, CCA and just things that really annoy me to the core.

FRIENDSHIP.

Everything's supposed to be okay but, seriously, things can never be like before. We lost that. In fact, you caused it. You dont talk, simple! i wont either. I tried times and times again to give in because i know that you are in fact like that. But i really cant take it anymore. Its driving me nuts. Im not made to be a punching bag for you. FYI. So, i really dont mind saving this friendship. Now its whether or not you're gonna make the effort to make it right again.

CCA/BASKETBALL

I really did hope that i could play. Then why would i train for 3 fucking years. I tolerated all your shit and temper. I know you want us to do well but hey! You're not fit to do what are doing now. You dont even have the respect for your fellow teammates! Yeahh, i know. Im not good at Basketball but at least i did try to make the effort to come for trainings and stuff. If not, I would have long quit basketball for sure. I even sprained and tore my ligament for this sport. All for nothing in the end. I really dont get why you have to show us your temper. Yes, you are very important but we too are in the same team aren't we? Im slow and shit but i still can play cant I? I never expected to be anything really. I just want to feel part of the team. Guess thats never gonna happen anyway.

Horizontally-Challenged?
OKAY. I KNOW I AM BIG AND YES, FAT.  i get it. But that coming from you many times, i swear i would just breakdown and cry. Coming from you , YOU. You will never know how i really feel anyway. Fk, im crying. Kay, but just if you wanna talk, think of other things to talk about then. Why just hurt me every time. JUST SO YOU KNOW, I KNOW.
BUT WHATEVER.
I'll find that one person.

Blehh. im fking crying like right now.. Really nobody gets  the real me. NOBODY KNOWS THE REAL ME.



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I've been tolerating u as well. U treat us like ur maids. Come on luhh. You biggest so wad, doesnt mean u can just boss us around. Around you, we dare not talk back always give in to you cause u give us that fucking attitude when something doesnt go your way. Ehh xiao jie this whole time i let you because i dont want ruin our friendship. But time and time again you just fucking hit me like your my fucking mother. You have no rights ti hit me like that, and just think, never have i once hit you. Seriously ehh, and for no fucking reason when i just touch you, is there i need to sprw vulgarities at me like that. NABEI right? !? Hah, summore in front of that whole bunch of people. Too much le bahh? Just think la horh, never have i once hit u or scolded u. You've always been th one fucking controlling us. So wad if you changed appearance wise, i dun give a fuck! u're still th fucking same irritating bitch. Im saying all these to let u know how much i fucking hate u right now. And please horh fucking shut up on class nobody wants to know who u fucking date. Even teachers cant stand u pls -,- just so vain huh? haaha. there's a never ending list if how much stupid things you've
Done. I only have one fucking request, shut up in class. I dun wan to fail like u. thanks a lot.

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for th first time in secondary school , an E8 .
gosh .
an E8 is not good .
AT ALL .
told daddy about it just now .
Blehh ~ he was disappointed .
hais
i told him i did my best
i just couldn't seem to score for Amaths
im stupid . LOL
not joking , seriously .
i had a good foundation in pri sch
th people in my class are geniuses . LOL
i feel bad to rely on Timothy .
hais
he's really AWESOME
seriously .
THANKS TIMOTHY :D
LOL
art museum tmr w/ class
idk y i love 3/5
not as much as 2/6 tho .
LOL
i really miss 2/6
esp when th boys talked to me just now
omg .
i miss those times ~
how i wish i was still in sec2 .
all A1s
PEACE .

i miss being a 14 year old ~

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Hey AntiJean ..
firstly i wanna sayyyy ...
FUCK YOU -'-
what ur fucking problem seriously ?!?
want to play right , i play w/ u luhh
ON !
i'll make sure i will help u disfigure ur fugly face
damn it person ,
how i wish i could kill u fucking right now
no life lehh srsly .
i know la , JEALOUS .
just admit luh
who would fucking care if someone rebonds their hair ?
only JEALOUS people who keep looking at her hair envies them th most lah
so fucking obvious .
-.-
LASTLY,
scroll downnnnnnnn ~

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WTF .
wtfucking hell is wrong w/ u ?
omg , i can kill u right now
i fucking did it not you
fuck u .
OMG u're fucking irritating
im never ever fucking gonna give u any fucking thing ever
fucking pissed
fucking right now
thanks to one fucking female daog .
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OKAY .
imma update more .
hmmmmmm..
firstly , exams like shit
and im rotting at home like seriously -.-
Blehhhhh :P
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